last night, i had a nightmare. i woke up shivering. i dreamt that something similar to 911 happened in singapore. singapore was so messy. people were rushing everywhere buying daily stuff to stock up. i remember a part in the dream whereby planes flew by me. i dont like such dreams. but its true, such things are happening around the world. we shouldnt take for granted what we have and who we have around us.

nanny is leaving next friday. she wants to go to canada. i am veryvery upset. i dont think i will be around to see her off cos shes leaving on friday afternoon. :( sigh. shes been so nice to us. i dont think the next nanny will love the girls as much as joycelyn did. she bought the girls expensive gifts with her own salary even though we told her to save her money. dont go, i will miss you.........